Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Monsters.

I have stories --lots and lots of stories-- but I can’t write. When I try to write, my mind races in circles silently screaming --arguing --raging, but nevertheless perversely mute.

Oh, to be able to write them down!

In all honesty, I don’t trust myself. I’m afraid once written, my words will grow into loathsome monsters that will shock, horrify... disappoint.

So I’m silent.

Please bare with me. I have many stories. Really, I do. But how can I write them when my words are mute, and my thoughts are monsters?

Please pray for me to master these monsters. Thanks.

“For though we live in the world we do not wage war as the world does... We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.”
        2 Corinthians 10:4-5